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Many people would say I'm outspoken, blunt, rude, or even straight forward... I figure I'd like to call it me just telling MY SIDE OF THE STORY!!! So today I start something that will make a lasting impression on many people. One thing about me is I will Keep it Real at all times, whether the topic is me, you, politics, social issues, church, relationships, health or my many Random thoughts... So Let's get this Party Started.... P.S If you cant handle the TRUTH then you may not want to revisit my page!!!

So tonight I was listening to a friend on the phone while talking to their significant other and I began to realize I have a little bit of HATER in me... See its hard for some people to admit when they hating or envious of someone or something that someone else has... Of course I know the spiritual side where the bible speaks of not being jealous or covetous towards others. But I'm like DANG!!!! When am I gonna feel that good feeling again. The feeling Of being in LOVE and Loving the person Just as much as they love me. When will I remove the walls from my heart and allow someone to really come in? When will I learn to let go of Who I think I am, or who I thought I was? Then I ask myself Who would want to deal with me after so many mistakes and a few Bad Break ups... Now they tell me its somebody for everybody, but is that somebody gonna be able to handle all the "EXTRA" that comes along with being with me??? You see I can be simple yet complex at the same time. Wanting more than what I can handle at times. So tonight I'm going to reflect on this and pray. Seeing how and when it will happen Maybe before my Birthday in May... So lets talk about this if you've ever felt the little hater in you rise up. How did you handle it?