OMG today has been one HELL OF A DAY!!! It was beautiful to start off with, but dealing with Family and niggas will take you to a place where you just want to Slap the Dog SH*# out of somebody!!! It seems Like everyday Its the same ole B.S, Same ole People starting mess and running they D@m% mouths too much!!! I've Really become fed up with people and how they think my life should be, or whom I should hang out with, or where I should work, Who I should date, or whatever their effing opinion is for the day!!! I want everybody to leave me alone... I don't try to plan others lives for them... Hell, I really don't care too much about what other ppl are doing. I'm concerned about me and what my next steps in life are... Time after time Ive given ppl the benefit of the doubt saying maybe it was just a mistake this time and I allow them back into my heart but this time I just don't know... I try to be a nice guy and say, do, and treat others right but I'm starting to think they like it or only get the point when I act a freaking fool... What does it take to make one get the point that I want them to "DIE" (not physically) but DIE as in minding they own business and being INVISIBLE to me!!! WHEW.... I had to do everything in my power today to not cuss somebody all the way out!!! I just cant believe people who have done everything in the world they big enough to do, but get a half a nickel worth of salvation now and want to see all your faults and failures in the spirit!!! HONEY CHILE BOOM!!!! Kick ROCKS!!!! I have had enough of living my life for others... NO more will I take crap, NEGATIVE criticism, nor any mess from people... Its really simple KEEP MY NAME OUTTA YOUR MOUTH!!! Ima turn into JENNIE and make EVERYBODY DISAPPEAR!!!!
OK I got that off my chest!!!
TTYL!!!!!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Message To The Saints
I write this message today to all who proclaim to be a believer in Christ. I have been very disturbed in recent days and I feel its time to express my thoughts... WE MUST BE CAREFUL HOW WE HANDLE GOD'S PEOPLE!!! I have seen it too many times in churches and discussions were souls have been turned away because of our traditions, teaching, harsh dogmatic words and MISUSE of God's WORD. I am reminded of the WORD of GOD were it says with LOVE and Kindness will you draw men/women. We must show love to ALL who come into our path. Like it or not WE ALL HAVE SINNED AND COME SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD. Sinners, yet Saved by Grace. Let us NOT forget where GOD has brought us from... Many of us HAVE BEEN and STILL ARE, adulterers, liars,thieves, drunks, fornicators, smokers, homosexuals, teen parents, murderers (yep even abortion),gossipers, backbiting, and even sowing seeds of discord, BUT have the nerve to look down on someone else for their FLAWS... I come to tell each of you today that we Must Be Careful!!! God is not pleased with us, let us be reminded that God is a GOD of Compassion, Love, Forgiveness, and Peace. And God and Only God can Judge a man/woman. It is up to us to stop the hatred against each other, and start leading each other closer to GOD. Of course we know whats right from wrong. We all have a past,and who would want to go back???, but who gave you permission to expose or degrade someone.
The Bible says BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD, BUT BE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING OF YOUR MINDS... Change is a process. Nothing Happens overnight!!! Not even true Salvation... It's a Daily Process. We must first make the choice. then the changes will follow... We have to make sure we aren't the problem for others NOT coming into the kingdom. Ive seen it so many hypocritical things in my life. Even things Ive done and said that has pushed people away from the church and from God. I had to ask God for forgiveness and really seek HIM about what is True Holiness... WE must make sure that what we preach, teach,and say to others is biblical and not made up mess... Make sure it helps someone. If NOT SIMPLY SHUT UP!!!!!!! I'm sick of God's people being hurt by the so called SAINTS. WE ALL need somebody and it's sad to say that in the church we can be mean,and very deceptive. Condemning folks for their faults as if we have none ourselves... Lets WAKE UP!!! I have learned not to JUDGE, Condemn, Preach/Talk down, Talk about, but to Pray, Help and Let God and the WORD DO THE WORK...
To all those who are feeling this hit me back. If you don't like it Keep your comments to yourself!!! Remember WE are to FOLLOW PEACE with ALL MEN LET US BE MORE CHRIST LIKE, AND BE CAREFUL... THIS IS THE YEAR TO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!
GOD BLESS YOU
The Bible says BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD, BUT BE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING OF YOUR MINDS... Change is a process. Nothing Happens overnight!!! Not even true Salvation... It's a Daily Process. We must first make the choice. then the changes will follow... We have to make sure we aren't the problem for others NOT coming into the kingdom. Ive seen it so many hypocritical things in my life. Even things Ive done and said that has pushed people away from the church and from God. I had to ask God for forgiveness and really seek HIM about what is True Holiness... WE must make sure that what we preach, teach,and say to others is biblical and not made up mess... Make sure it helps someone. If NOT SIMPLY SHUT UP!!!!!!! I'm sick of God's people being hurt by the so called SAINTS. WE ALL need somebody and it's sad to say that in the church we can be mean,and very deceptive. Condemning folks for their faults as if we have none ourselves... Lets WAKE UP!!! I have learned not to JUDGE, Condemn, Preach/Talk down, Talk about, but to Pray, Help and Let God and the WORD DO THE WORK...
To all those who are feeling this hit me back. If you don't like it Keep your comments to yourself!!! Remember WE are to FOLLOW PEACE with ALL MEN LET US BE MORE CHRIST LIKE, AND BE CAREFUL... THIS IS THE YEAR TO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!
GOD BLESS YOU
Monday, January 11, 2010
Read, Enjoy, and Let's Talk
Welcome To Each of You,
Many people would say I'm outspoken, blunt, rude, or even straight forward... I figure I'd like to call it me just telling MY SIDE OF THE STORY!!! So today I start something that will make a lasting impression on many people. One thing about me is I will Keep it Real at all times, whether the topic is me, you, politics, social issues, church, relationships, health or my many Random thoughts... So Let's get this Party Started.... P.S If you cant handle the TRUTH then you may not want to revisit my page!!!
So tonight I was listening to a friend on the phone while talking to their significant other and I began to realize I have a little bit of HATER in me... See its hard for some people to admit when they hating or envious of someone or something that someone else has... Of course I know the spiritual side where the bible speaks of not being jealous or covetous towards others. But I'm like DANG!!!! When am I gonna feel that good feeling again. The feeling Of being in LOVE and Loving the person Just as much as they love me. When will I remove the walls from my heart and allow someone to really come in? When will I learn to let go of Who I think I am, or who I thought I was? Then I ask myself Who would want to deal with me after so many mistakes and a few Bad Break ups... Now they tell me its somebody for everybody, but is that somebody gonna be able to handle all the "EXTRA" that comes along with being with me??? You see I can be simple yet complex at the same time. Wanting more than what I can handle at times. So tonight I'm going to reflect on this and pray. Seeing how and when it will happen Maybe before my Birthday in May... So lets talk about this if you've ever felt the little hater in you rise up. How did you handle it?
Many people would say I'm outspoken, blunt, rude, or even straight forward... I figure I'd like to call it me just telling MY SIDE OF THE STORY!!! So today I start something that will make a lasting impression on many people. One thing about me is I will Keep it Real at all times, whether the topic is me, you, politics, social issues, church, relationships, health or my many Random thoughts... So Let's get this Party Started.... P.S If you cant handle the TRUTH then you may not want to revisit my page!!!
So tonight I was listening to a friend on the phone while talking to their significant other and I began to realize I have a little bit of HATER in me... See its hard for some people to admit when they hating or envious of someone or something that someone else has... Of course I know the spiritual side where the bible speaks of not being jealous or covetous towards others. But I'm like DANG!!!! When am I gonna feel that good feeling again. The feeling Of being in LOVE and Loving the person Just as much as they love me. When will I remove the walls from my heart and allow someone to really come in? When will I learn to let go of Who I think I am, or who I thought I was? Then I ask myself Who would want to deal with me after so many mistakes and a few Bad Break ups... Now they tell me its somebody for everybody, but is that somebody gonna be able to handle all the "EXTRA" that comes along with being with me??? You see I can be simple yet complex at the same time. Wanting more than what I can handle at times. So tonight I'm going to reflect on this and pray. Seeing how and when it will happen Maybe before my Birthday in May... So lets talk about this if you've ever felt the little hater in you rise up. How did you handle it?
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